Tuesday, 21 October 2008

an "apprenticeship" with Peter Barraclough






This journey to Tasmania was after all meant to be a time-out from business as usual back home, and i really wanted to do something really meaningful during my time here and go back to ground zero and learn something from scratch. I decided that ground zero number one would be creative writing, and second would be to paint.

The art school couldn't fit me in with a course short enough for me to cover all i wanted to cover during this time, so i looked around for an art teacher who could hopefully condense all i would have learned in art school and perhaps even a bit more.

I will try and fit in a little more about my days spent as an "apprentice" at Peter Barraclough's studio at Salamanca place, meantime here are photos taken by Rudi.

flying high on my birthday...

In my day, i have tried the most extreme of adventures and activities from white-water rafting and bungee jumping in Queenstown, New Zealand. But we're talkin' several thousand days ago here. recently, the extreme sporting adventures have been very few and far between. A couple of weeks ago, when the kids, my mum, my sister carol and her daughter Erin last visited us in Tassie, we thought it might be fun to revisit our crazy bachelor days and try something fairly exciting again, with 2 + 1 equally crazy kids who were game for anything fun.

This was my birthday weekend, on the 3rd October, and i didn't want a party like we had almost every other year, but wanted to enjoy the day being with people who mattered the most to me, doing memorable things together.

So off we drove to Launceston in the North, stayed at the most gorgeous vineyard with the most stunning view overlooking the river, and the next morning we headed out to Hollybanks Forest Reserve for our treetops adventure.

This is what the experience is about, from their official website, to cut the long story short.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzg2dHJ_OzE

And this was us:






Needless to say, this birthday was the most memorable and breathtaking of all.

Friday, 17 October 2008

a day in the life of tiara, 42 degrees down undah...

been so long, so much has happened in the past few weeks, don't know where to start..

since my last entry, i've gone back to the old habit of being Tiara again, filling every waking moment of the day with an activity or another. all the solitude and tranquility has settled, and suddenly i'm finding myself thinking, gosh i haven't much time left here, i wanna do things! i still want to get going on that writing project, want to paint, must see the west coast of tassie, have to get going with my vocal lessons, so much to do and so little time!


the writing has been my biggest block so far, as i couldn't seem to actually get going!
Danielle Wood at the Uni got me to read a book which i think been the most insightful thing i've read throughout my career as a producer and actor, a book called "the writer's journey" - up til then, i didn't realize that there was a structure, method, recipe to successful
storytelling. we talked about this writing project of mine, and i promised to devour the book as quickly as i could so we could met and talk about it further.
Danielle Wood, author of Rosie Little's Cautionary Tales For Girls

a few days after that, i walked in to the Tasmanian writer's center and met Chris Gallagher, an amazing woman who runs this place that provides all the help and support to get writers off the ground and started. i watched her run about the place sorting me out with books and reading material, information on writing and poetry workshops, book readings etc, and wondered why is it we don't have people like this back at home, who LOVE what they do, and are happy to support and help in any way. this is after all the job they chose to do, so why not enjoy it, and look at it as a way you can enrich or even just touch other people's lives. i imagine that if we had enough people who looked at their jobs as an opportunity and a way of being blessed to be in a position to help, our film and arts industry would be a million miles away from what is is right now.

anyway, now i have "the writer's journey", and Robert Mckee's "Story" and a book on writing an autobiography to try and devour over the remaining month of my stay. great.

what i've found to be so enriching and fulfilling about this place has been that even though it's a small city with a very moderate pulse in the way of arts activities and hype,
it's been rich in a different sense, an inspiring, from-within sense, if that means anything to you.
i have been fortunate enough to be here whilst the Tasmanian Living Writers week was going on, and this was a hive of activity from workshops where writers talk about their writing journeys, the royal botanical gardens had a delightful event called "poet-tree" where they featured poetry by tasmania's young up-and-coming poets, cleverly placed in between trees and plants at the gardens, and people would take a wander around and read and admire the beautiful flowers in the first days of spring, and just lie on the grass and think about the words and just dream. no rush, no hurry, take your own sweet time and dream. i enjoyed walking around the book fairs especially the one at the atrium of the gorgeous henry jones art hotel
next door to our apartment, meeting with the local writing community, soaking up the buzz and just BEING.

i guess this feeling of an opportunity to live so carefree and more importantly, completely incognito, is a luxury most of you reading this can't make out why it's such a big deal, but coming from a life of being watched, looked at, recognized, photographed (with and without consent) studied, sometimes judged every day, this really is a liberating change. and i'm soaking up every bit of that sunshine whilst i can, for i know my life will change again come mid november when i finally go back to my old life again. not that i have any complaints about
my "old" life, i have much more to be thankful for and have achieved much more than i set out to or dreamed of doing.

back to tassie's wonderful and inspiring arts scene. the most interesting part of the city for me is no longer the cbd or the shopping district, or north hobart which is considered the "cosmopolitan" part of the city, but where i find my nirvana is salamanca place which is famous for its regular saturday 'salamanca market' - a whole street of beautiful 19th century sandstone buildings which used to be warehouses. you can do your own reading on salamanca place here:
http://www.salamanca.com.au/guide/index.htm. a lot of my free time in hobart is spent in this vicinity-i shop for groceries here at the salamanca fresh fruit market (and i haven't gone grocery shopping for a good many years of my life, this is a nice new feeling..), there is a square here called salamanca square that houses my favorite bookshop, the hobart bookshop, and a great bakery that's maybe the only place to get any kind of food at 2am(not that i do that anymore, but its nice to know if i get locked out of the house for whatever reason, i will not go hungry!). there are some lovely lanes you can walk through to wander through shops and companies that are art-related in some way or another-art galleries, a film company, and the peacock theatre.

this is digressing a little but i'm having a think about how the arts scene here
is so vibrant and alive because of the way it is supported by a whole bunch of people at the department of heritage and arts here, who are themselves keen and passionate about the arts and interested in playing a role in facilitating access to the arts and opportunities in the arts. you walk into this government-run department, and the last thing you see are tired faces of people who don't really want this job or are thinking everyday about why they are sitting in that chair in the first place. i see people who walk with a bounce in their
step, which tell me immediately that this person is working with a purpose and is there because he fels his job can make a difference to someone's life or career at least. i don't think i have seen very many people walking around in suits, hardly any at all actually, come to think of it. and i like that, because if you were an artist who's come to talk to someone you want to feel welcome and that there is a feeling of openness and wanting to support and certainly not to patronize or belittle anyone. their websites for a start are warm and inviting, and show the department and certainly the ministry and the government's support for the arts community here, and you can check this out at your leisure:http://www.salamanca.com.au/guide/index.htm

well back to salamanca. i spend a fair few sunny spring afternoons wandering along the little lanes, wondering about the history and what tales the stones in the ground might tell if i sat around long enough. there are two interesting lanes i have wandered along, kelly's steps
which leads to a flight of steps, built in 1839 by the adventurer James Kelly to connect Salamanca Place with Battery Point. another favorite lane of mine is wooby's lane, named after a Mr. John Wooby, (a convicted housebreaker who was sentenced to 14 years transportation and arrived in Hobart in 1837) who owned a goodies stall located near the end of the lane in the 1870s. He was married to another convict, Ann McNally, who had been convicted of stealing potatoes and sentenced to 7years.

in Wooby's lane is one of the most vibrant eating spots in Hobart, the Mezethes Greek restaurant. in a little alley just next to the greek restaurant though, i found who now is my first formal art teacher, Peter Barraclough. i'd been hoping to learn to paint whilst i'm here, because i know i would never make the time otherwise back home, and i looked up a list of Tassie's foremost artists, peter was the first person i looked up, and decided i'd drop in and offer myself as his apprentice! how about that. i think i quite surprised the old man, he wasn't quite sure what i was about at first i'm sure, but he was wonderful enough to take me under his wing, have me hang about his studio and watch him work, and has since taught me from scratch about watercolor and oil painting! this is what i do a couple of days a week, and i'm loving it! watching a master painter at work,and having him talk me through the whole process of why he does things a certain way, why he uses a certain brush or tool, watching him set up his work space from scratch and watch him tidy up and rearrange his tools for the next day, is art school 101 at its absolute preciousness, if you ask me. peter gets me to actually try out what we're learning about for the day by actually getting "down and dirty" - no, not in THAT sense, i mean LITERALLY DOWN AND DIRTY with paint on your hands, face and clothes, and having a real feel for the tools and really just HAVING A GO which i have enjoyed immensely. i can't believe sometimes that he wants me to go ahead and paint up a corner of something he started. peter tells me, just DO IT. if you think you've messed up, it's okay, FIX IT. and more importantly, what i've found so liberating about our lessons is, he reminds me time and time again, that there are guidelines and methods you need to know to start with, but once you've got your canvas in front of you, YOU'RE IN CHARGE, and YOU MAKE THE RULES. just like your acting, he says, the script may be written a certain way, but ultimately its YOU who makes it your own.

if i gave you an idea of what kind of a day i have had, you might get a picture of where all this new writing energy is gushing from. 10.30am - 1.30pm painting with peter barraclough. then i rushed off, half an hour late for an appointment with Ishtar Darvell, my osteopath (she's my body mechanic that will hopefully have me in top gear for rehearsals in december!), then i grabbed Effendi and dragged him along to meet Ahimsa at the Satyananda Yoga centre in St John's Avenue at 2.30. Ahimsa had given a creative writing retreat during Living Writers' Week using yoga and meditation as a way of getting creativity to flow, and this really intrigued me. I missed out on the retreat but was fortunate enough to meet Ahimsa at a yoga demonstration she gave at the Tulip Festival on the first day of Spring at the Royal Botanical Gardens, and i begged her to give me a one-on-one class. well, today it was a two-on-one class since i'd roped Effendi in. I think that session we had today, prompted by my earlier liberating experience of just going for it at my session with Peter, is what just opened the floodgates for me and thats why i'm gushing...all over the place, but i'm doing what all creative people need to do and just GOIN' WIT THE FLOW, BABEH!!!! We worked on yoga postures and visualizations and some meditation, and when our minds were clear, went straight into our own brainstorming using mind maps, and just writing whatever came to our minds at the time which was pretty amazing. i could see my hand writing non stop and so fast i could barely even think quickly enough. fantastic! Now my day didn't end there, that would have been too easy. this is Ahimsa with me in our session today.
I had one last appointment for the day, and this was to meet Danielle Woods at the University. I'm running 20 minutes late for her now, after trying to squeeze so much into this one day. But i was all fired up and my creative juices were so overflowing and we had a really good chat about my story idea and where i might take it, and how i can apply the principles of The Writer's Journey to my story etc etc. Now, i'm sitting at my study desk and i can't stop writing... i love it.

I'm thinking of how lucky i am to be here and have all this opportunities present themselves... and these people have no idea who i am from Adam, they were just happy to support my craving to learn. What a wonderful idea it's been to just up and go to Tassie, and to just immerse myself in the wonderment of being in a foreign place, to open up and allow myself to be affected by the culture and the life here.

You won't guess what the tagline for Hobart's City Council's campaign is - "The way life should be", indicating that living in Hobart is as good as it gets. And i for one can vouch for the truth i have found in that.

Saturday, 11 October 2008

AUDITIONS FOR PGL THE MUSICAL ARE ON!


OKAY ALL YOU MUSICAL HOPEFULS, HERE'S YOUR CHANCE!

Chedd Yusoff posted this on Facebook's Friends Of Enfiniti bulletin, thought i'd share this with all readers of my blog:

Sessi UjiBakat Puteri Gunung Ledang The Musical Musim ke 3

PUTERI GUNUNG LEDANG THE MUSICAL bakal kembali lagi ke pentas berprestij Istana Budaya pada Februari 2009!

Kami sedang mencari bakat bakat baru untuk menyertai ensemble produksi muzikal kami di dalam persembahan ini nanti. Sekira anda mempunyai minat yang mendalam dalam seni persembahan dan mempunyai bakat dalam bidang nyanyian, lakonan dan tarian, kami mahu anda sertai kami! Datang ke sessi ujibakat ini dan tunjukkan kepada kami bahawa andalah bakat terpendam yang kami cari selama ini!

SILA DATANG BERSAMA SEKEPING GAMBAR ANDA YANG TERBARU DAN BERSEDIA UNTUK MENYANYIKAN LAGU PILIHAN ANDA KEPADA KAMI! Anda diminta bersedia untuk diujibakat dalam bidang lakonan dan tarian, datang dengan pakaian yang bersesuaian/selesa untuk menari.

Sessi ujibakat akan diadakan pada tarikh dan waktu berikut:

2pm-7pm Fri 17th Oct 2008
2pm-7pm Sat 18th Oct 2008
2pm-7pm Sun 19th Oct 2008

10 on 10 studio
83B, Lorong Mamanda1, Ampang Point
68000, Selangor, Malaysia
(Tangga sebelah kiri Linda Onn’s Chicken Rice / diatas Imagine Pictures)

Sekiranya anda ada sesuatu yang istimewa untuk ditunjukkan pada kami, sila hubungi Cik Catherina di talian 03 7958 7877 atau 012 274 3387 untuk membuat temujanji anda untuk diujibakat pada tarikh yang tertera diatas atau emailkan kepada cath@enfiniti.com.my atau nora@enfiniti.com.my.

Kami tunggu dan jumpa anda disana! Pencarian bakat teater baru kini bermula!
sebarkan berita ini kepada semua sahabat handai anda!

Thursday, 9 October 2008

sad news on the home front about Pak Lah



i had a strange feeling life has been going too well here for too long, and today i read the star online about Pak Lah not defending the Umno Presidency. I've never been too affected by political news before, but this piece of news really hit me deep down inside. I've come to really love and respect this man, in spite of whatever weaknesses or faults that only come with him being as human as you or me. It's a bleak evening for me here in otherwise beautiful Tassie...

i hope there really will be a silver lining in this huge grey cloud.


PRESS RELEASE FROM YAB PERDANA MENTERI

1. I have been in public service for over 45 years. I have served this country as a civil servant, and as an elected representative of the people. I have served as a member of government and feel blessed to serve in the highest office in the land. I have seen this country grow from a small, poor nation into the modern, prosperous Malaysia that we live in today.

2. Despite our successful track record, for the past few years I have firmly believed that our nation is standing at an historic crossroads. We must reform some elements of our nation, we must evolve and mature, or we risk losing all that we have gained in over 50 years. Throughout this time of reform and transformation, we Malaysians need to be united now more than ever before.

3. In all my years of service, I have always been guided by my conscience. I have always placed the interests of the nation above all else. It is with this in mind that I announce I will not stand for the Presidency of UMNO. I do not want a divided party and governing coalition, but one that is united and harmonious. A united Barisan Nasional is vital in order for the country to face the global challenges ahead and for Malaysia to become a fully developed nation, with prosperity and fairness for all.

4. My current term as President of UMNO ends in March next year. There are several initiatives I intend to see through before I leave office. These initiatives are important because they are necessary to move our country forward. These initiatives are needed to regain our country's competitiveness. They are necessary to enable our nation and our society to face the challenges that the world has in store for us. I ask all Malaysians to unite and join me in working towards making Malaysia a better place.

5. First, our institutions need to be reformed and strengthened.

i) The judiciary needs to enhance its stature and credibility in the eyes of the public. Before I end my term, I will table a Parliamentary Bill to establish a Judicial Appointments Commission. Such a Commission will propose judicial appointments in a transparent and merit-based manner.

ii) We also need a strong and effective anti-corruption body that can combat the cancer of corruption without fear or favour. Before the end of the year, I will table a Parliamentary Bill to establish the Malaysian Anti-Corruption Commission, with greater powers of investigation and enforcement. The Commission's oversight structure has been modelled after the successful ICAC in Hong Kong.

iii) I also intend to complete the establishment of a Special Complaints Commission to enhance the integrity and effectiveness of enforcement agencies

6. Second, I have long spoken about the need to ensure that the fruits of growth are more equitably distributed. In the recent Budget, I explained the government's commitment to strengthening and enlarging the Social Safety Net.

We will speed up work on this front to help poor and disadvantaged Malaysians, regardless of background, race or religion.

I will also work to ensure that tangible results can begin to be enjoyed in Iskandar, as well as the development corridor initiatives around the country.

7. Third, I would like to see the Government and Barisan renew their commitment towards building a united and harmonious nation.

Society has seen an alarming decline in inter-racial and inter-religious relations. Various issues have cropped up which threaten to tear the very fabric of Malaysian life.

We need to tackle these issues head-on, through dialogue; deal with the issues constructively and even-handedly; ensure greater clarity and certainty for the people; and focus on the points that unite us, rather than the points that divide us.

For this reason, I will convene a BN Convention early next year. This is a long-term effort that I hope to kick-start and continue to contribute towards.

I fully intend to see through my mission, and I am sure that my successor will carry on this agenda.

I want to hand over to my successor a Malaysia that is capable of weathering the challenges of a dangerous global economy, a Malaysia not of rich and poor, of young and old or of the city or the kampung (village), not of south and north, and not of one religion or another but of unity and harmony.

This is not the time for infighting and narrow politics but for greatness, unity and cooperation.

Tuesday, 7 October 2008

Tuan Puteri Kembali Ke Istana Budaya

"Gabungan menjadi Stephen Rahman Hughes dan Tiara Jacquelina diharap dapat disaksikan semula menerusi PGLM 3."

"Pasukan kreatif PGLM3"

nurul hisham wrote about PGLM3 in today's berita harian (thanx nurul!). for some strange unexplainable reason, i can't seem to be able to cut and past the article text, but this is the link:

www.bharian.com.my/Current_News/BH/Tuesday/Hip/20081007073821/Article/




Thursday, 25 September 2008

PGL the Musical returns next Feb!


– pinch me, I must be dreaming... YES, IT'S OFFICIAL!

PGL was originally written as a movie, but I always envisioned it as a musical. I’ve always been a huge fan of musicals and have always dreamed of the day Malaysia would have a Miss Saigon, Wicked or Phantom of the Opera of our own.

The film had seen enormous success beyond our expectations when it became Malaysia’s first entry to be considered for an Academy Award and Malaysia’s first film to be screened at the Venice Film Festival. PGL the Movie has now been screened in more than 20 countries worldwide. However, a brief meeting with Singapore’s own Andrew Lloyd Webber, Dick Lee, convinced me that creating PGL as a musical would give this story its richest fulfillment. This begun our wonderful journey into the magical world of musicals.

Through Dick’s captivating score, Roslan Aziz’s mind-blowing musical direction, Adlin Aman Ramlie’s moving and poetic lyrics and script, and the imaginative and innovative directing, staging, design and choreography by the creative team comprising of co-directors Adlin Aman Ramlie and Zahim Albakri, Set Designer Raja Malek and choreographer Pat Ibrahim, PGL The Musical transports its audience into a magical world that transcends time, uniquely reinventing the world of majestic kings, gallant warriors and a mythical princess who followed her heart.

Beyond the enchantment of watching well-loved characters such as Puteri and Hang Tuah tell the story of their love, longing and pain through powerful ballads, and watching the Sultan of Malacca sing and dance along with the rest of his kingdom, the story of PGL explores ideas and themes of loyalty, destiny and following one’s heart which resonate through time.

Every time I watch a video recording of the show, I am struck by the enormity of the production, and still cannot believe that we managed to put on this show!

I am continually amazed by the vision, talent and tenacity of our team of over 100 dedicated and gifted cast, technical and stage crew, management team and creative team – the success of PGL The Musical is the fruition of the collective hard work and commitment of all these people onstage as well as backstage.

However, as I wear two hats on this production, I must say that nothing in the whole wide world can compare to the experience of the audience’s appreciative response to PGL the Musical, from where I am onstage as well as after the show, night after night. The standing ovations and thunderous applause and the rock-concert style enthusiasm during every performance and the love and appreciation from the fans who have watched the show over and over again, have made this whole adventure so worth the effort, and has been our greatest encouragement to want to do better and better and to give more, every time.

We are humbled and grateful to be recognized for our work by receiving 8 awards at the 2007 Boh Cameronian Arts Awards for Best Director, Best Original Script, Best Lighting design, Best Set Design, Best Costumes, Best Music, Best Supporting Actor, and the coveted Audience’s Choice Awards. Isn’t it wonderful that you can follow your dream and be recognized for it too? Someone pinch me, because I must be dreaming!